February 19, 2003
Save Me From Me

I just got home from taking my first Organic Chem exam of the semester. I finished it in 45 minutes. I don't know if I should be elated or distraught -- I've never tackled an exam that quickly before. Although, because of the snow storms, it was postponed twice, so I had plenty of time to prepare.

I'm allowing myself the realized gain in free time (about 1/2 hour) to relax and unwind (blog) and then I'll work on MCAT stuff. It seems like the closer the date gets, the less time I have to study for it and that's unnerving. (Maybe I should blog less?) I must admit, though, that I am not as panicky as I thought I would be right now. And that, too, unnerves me.

OK, basically everything unnerves me, so maybe I am more stressed than I realize.

And now I'll probably spend the majority of the weekend at Kaplan studying and doing problems. Working my big ol' butt off alleviates the stress.

I am having a mad, torrid affair with school. It's sick. Sick I tell you. When I am not studying, I am thinking about studying, or planning in my calendar the next time I will be alone with my precious books and studying some more. What do I do when I am not studying? Sleep. Even then I'm doing problems in my dreams. Like calculating the velocity of my dog, or her molecular weight (which makes no sense unless, of course, it's on a final exam that I am failing in my dream). Most people have interesting, exotic, surreal dreams. (Note: This is not an open invite to tell me about your long, involved trippy dream after a night of drinking tequila -- unless of course it involves me studying. Then I might be interested.). What do I have? Noturnal physics emmissions.

I am already worrying about what to do next Fall, since I'll technically be done with required course work. I was thinking of taking a biochemistry or neurobiology course to keep my brain going. Friends tell me to take the time off.

Something tells me that they'd be much better off if I was preoccupied. I don't think they want me hyperfocused on them. It only leads to the inevitable: a manifesto.


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